AAAAAA!!!

Eff! I got my hopes up again about a job. A job that I was reluctant to like at first, but it grew on me. I felt a connection to the school and to the people in the office. I felt drawn to the mission of what they were trying to accomplish and I wanted the job. I let myself get excited about it, like actually excited. I pushed the pessimist side of my brain out and really embraced the dream of getting this job. But then, the not so happy phone call.

I CANT SEEM TO GET AN ADVISING JOB!!!

I am getting so tired of rejection. My one serious career goal is to be an advisor. It is why I got my masters degree. It is what drew to continue working in higher education and is the thing I am most passionate about.

I know I should be thankful that I have a job and I am. But it is time for something more and I just can't seem to get my life moving in that direction.