Tomorrow is Andy's last day of radiation and to celebrate we are having date day on Saturday. We are going to check out the Bodies Exhibit, walk around Pike Place Market, and maybe even the sculpture park if I can talk him into it. We are so broke that we hade to borrow money from my parents to do this, but I really think it will be good for both of us.
How is Andy? He is effing fine! I am not mad at you or him (maybe myself a little) but mostly at the funny-ness of the situation. To look at Andy you would never think "there is someone with cancer." The man ran 2 miles on the treadmill yesterday for crying out loud! He has not been tired from the radiation treatments at all and more over he hasn't milked his situation one bit. I know if it were me I would be using the "I am sick" excuse all the time. He makes me so sick, but mostly I am sick with myself. He is definitely such a better person than me. He hasn't whined on bit through this whole ordeal, furthermore he is constantly worried about how I am doing. He is worried about me...his childish wife?! WTF!!!
I should take everything I have learned from this and turn it into a positive, change my life around, you know. But I know myself too well. I know that nothing will change.
Sorry, this entry should have probably went into the blog where I bitch about life...but it really wasn't meant to be this way. Things are good, I am good, Andy and I are good. I feel like I am kicking butt so far this year. I feel like 2010 is going to be my year.
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