I should have stayed away.

I knew this about myself. I knew that I have a tendency to get obsessed with things. I knew that I get something stuck in my mind and that is all I can think about day in and day out. It can even keep me up at night (which it has). I will think about it all the time. When I am going to the bathroom, when I am cooking dinner, when I am showering, when I am watching tv…it will always be on my mind.

My sister tried to warn me. She told me to stay away. She said it wasn’t worth it. O! Lindsay I should have listened to you. My friend Jesse, warned me too. He tried to tell me it was bad, horrible even, but did I listen? NO! I ignored their warnings and went straight into the darkness.

I tried to deny that I was addicted. I said that I was just doing it casually; you know to help get to sleep or to help clear my mind from all the reading I was doing for school. O, I was so naïve.

Hello, my name is Carly and I am addicted to the Twilight series (I lower my head in shame)

I don’t know why I am so in love with the books. The writing is horrible and most of the time the main character annoys the crap out of me. But something about the books just keeps me coming back for more. I have even read the illegally released book “Midnight Sun” (which as a side note, is actually the best book in the series and she would be a fool not to release it). I hate that I have fallen for such a basic over used cliché love story. I hate that I know they aren’t real people, but I want them to be. I secretly wish I could move to Forks and be part of the Cullen coven!

Lord help me and go Team Edward!