So technically it is only the second day of waiting to hear back from the bank about our future house, but it is already killing me! How am I supposed to make it through possibly 58 more of these?!
Even though I shouldn't be doing it, I keep imagining Andy and I living in the house. I keep wondering things like "What will it feel like to eat breakfast in the kitchen," and "Where should I plant the lavender"? I can't help but dream of a house full of the people I care about, and not feeling embarrassed about where we live.
That is the hardest part about our current situation. I don't want to have people over to my house. As hard as I have tried to keep our little apartment looking nice...it is now falling apart after 5 years of living there. We get the feeling that our landlord doesn't really care and will just fix everything once we have moved. I used to/still love to entertain. I love hosting game nights or dinners, but I don't like our current living space. So, hopefully all that will change soon and I can have a house full of people again!
Fingers crossed!
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